It hurts me more

The time is here

for the curtains to fall

for the memories to be gathered

and taken, back home

The greetings being shared

Some happy ,

and sad I’m sure

But I can’t lie anymore

Coz if it hurts you

It hurts me more

The day we first came here

when we had the first shake of hands

we felt joyous, we felt strong

there were others like us

we are not here alone

we shared and we cared

through the deadlocks

of right and wrong

I can’t lie anymore

Coz if it hurts you

It hurts me more

The time we got high

The times we went mad

The times I spent with you

are the times I cherish the most

Those sleepless nights

The days we went crazy with our laughs

When we forgot where we were

The times when we never looked back

I can’t lie anymore

Coz if it hurts you

It hurts me more

When I was down and out

When I looked at the mirror

and then looked down

when i ran out of reasons

to keep my head strong

You took my hand

And showed me the way

The one simpler than I thought

I can’t lie anymore

Coz if it hurts you

It hurts me more

The curtains may fall

but more acts are yet to come

I thank Him that I still have you

Wishing this dream would never end

You are my promise

You are my hope

Never leave me my friend

I need not cry I need not sob

But I can’t lie anymore

Coz if it hurts you

It hurts me more

Promise Me..

For those moments in life
when I am in pain
when I lose my feathers of freedom
and start behavin’ insane
when I cry more, laugh less,
when I thrive for a holiday
and settle with a recess
Promise me, you will play with me
Promise me, you will stay with me

When my world seems to shrink
and my kids tell me
I have lost the power to think
When I shiver with a load of clothes
and I ask myself
Is it enough, or more?
when I dream of dreams
the ones I had when I , was a lad
when I give advice
to every second person I see
Promise me, you will play with me
Promise me, you will stay with me

When my nights are long and days are short
When the people say
that there is another life after dark
when I spend all my time
praying for the health of my kids
when my eyes fail me
and I have a hard time,
opening my eyelids
when I try to walk,
and my knees tend to bend,
just a bit more
Promise me, you will play with me
Promise me, you will stay with me

When I fall short of words
and I beg you,
to listen to my heart
when you are busy and I am free
when the time is fast,
and I fall short on speed
when my only moment of glory
is that there is still something
that I can easily read
Promise me, you will play with me
Promise me, you will stay with me

Why I was silent all this time....

Perhaps the best time now for me to right a blog.....I am basically hanging up on a lot of things .......hanging up a lot of people too in the process.......and my mind basically hovering up and thinking all over but still arriving at no conclusions in the end......really dont know why i am i doing all this ....perhaps my mind is not happy these days doing things......coz i generally work best when i am happy at what i work at and with whom am i working with........

This was really the reason i think that i was silent all this time......bcoz noone is there enraging me ......that why am i not breaking up the silence.......for how long will i be silent like this.....losing things so easily that i give myself a chance to think later that....oh ....i could have tried harder there.......my sister has tried enough though i think....and i love her for that....though now even she has stopped trying now......and i suddenly feel so alone .........

I do want to launch a product of my own one day........and i will do that one day i know for sure......that the god inside me tells me that i will reach it and I wont even feel it was that tough when i do reach it.........

things these days have gone more competetive than i thought .........or perhaps its just in my head........that the days could have been much tougher than they are right now........that i just need to be patient and keep working hard........for hard work is the greatest gift i feel a person can give to god........and to himself..............and no body can take that away from you........one thing is for sure though for now........fever has caught me and now i look at people as if the whole world has got the same fever..............and i do things that perhaps they wont like........and i just want to tell everything............that guys .........i am just not feeling well right now.........so dont take the bullshit from me seriously.......
though such things do not happen usually.........i do apologise to any kind of people for even the smallest tongue slip i commit.........for I do not want myself thinking later that hey,i could have said sorry there................but people say you must not sorry to everybody........hell i dont care what people think........but yes i do take suggestions......they do help most of the time.......and i do have my mind working overtime to care of the rest.............

our tronix batch has basically broken all barriers of mass bunks i think for the past years.......i dont think any of the past yrs got so many bunks.......used to hear them groan on hearing of questions like'how many vacants do u get in a week'? .......coz they knew the person who is asking wud be having much more of them........haha...i am so proud of my tronix batch that way......
but on the other hand .....i feel our batch cud have been much more united than it is.........perhaps the fact that all guys and girls are top aieee rankers.........and yes,i am also one of those unlucky ones...........

perhaps i am not so silent right now......and the facts will keep revealing themselves once in a while........